Thursday, October 21, 2010

Apprentice Response

This episode was all right.
I smile and keep some of the Scotland scatterings to myself.
Biking....
I'm thinking of names and events in my life, where things could be taken in a different way than what they are supposed to. This could be an agenda of Trump's to somehow take a nab at O' Donnel with some of the stuff that I see.
I'll start with the women. It feels mostly high school to me and ~Sigh~ another karma game. Brandy has never directly insulted me before. I felt like she was calling me out for the modesty factor. This is a time where I think she is the closed-minded one. I do have a good bit of experience in this world. What is appropriate conversation with one person, may not be as appropriate with another person. I will remind people that there are motives, levels of seriousness, levels of wanting the truth, when it comes to some information. I do simplify and look down on karma here with the modesty issue because I think that some people are rightly demanding to know some info.
And, unfortunately, even though I am trying to steer my philosophy in a positive direction, I have a feeling that the "pedicabs," were meant as a perversion. I brush my shoulder off at the hooker comment. I did have a bike trip with a tourist that ended in a one night stand. It was for fun, I recieved no money out of it. Conversation is between him and I, and whoever our watchers and interrogators were. (I hate to think of the thought).
He kept asking about what the deal is with "Leeza." I am not afraid to take down my family. Regardless of knowing who's side Trump is on, my aunt Lisa has made harassments several times regarding transvestites. She has also made some other sexually harassing comments that were a motive to compete with me for her gain on some men. And this is when I get in their karma cycle when I say: I just don't roll like my aunt Lisa with competitive insults, that Brandy wants to gang up to call me out with the modest comment.
Not just when it comes to men, but with other issues in general, I think my aunt Lisa is an abusive bimbo. I think she is judgemental and a meaningless, unreasonable block to my success in life. She is another one who is authoritarian in the family. They all are. I do not trust my aunt Lisa, yet I feel ignored when I see ways and other people who allow her to take control of my life. It makes me very angry.
In my translation, "Kelly," could have been connecting Helen Keller to combat and defend against the forced target of being hookers. I understand and relate to Kelly on this one. If it was for the comment alone, I think it is a shame that she was the ultimate one to lose. But, to speak regular English, because she was project manager, I think she could have picked a better location. Wall Street does make sense though once again that matches a little with Helen Keller if we were to suffer the hooker label.
Now, with the guys, only in interpreting possible catty translations, things are not looking good either. The guy that was the ultimate winner looks like Peru man who I suffered sexual harassment from a couple of weeks ago. It was my "Sherry Baby," rant where Peru man literally did speak to me in a different language to say, "If you were paid a large sum of money, you'd suck my cock." It feeds my instincts further with the name of "Chuck Davis," to be his CEO "Leader." Trump, I am so disappointed that you really encourage and further support sexual harassment. If you care to know how I reacted, I said I could talk about various types of sand in the dessert. I'd have to look up the blog to repost it.

This episode has such an ugly ending though.

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